hello wello.

sorry for not updating.

im too busy i guess.

wait till i not malas & have th time for my laptop okay.

so long and take care pantats X)

copy paste from siti nana's blog. sorry stalker aku :)

*huge sigh*

will do a proper post soon. bye.

song of th day : varsity - babysteps

first & foremost, id like to congratulate my younger sis for achieving an aggregate of 21o for her Psle results. tak sangke dier dapat masok Express laa kan. haha. pandang rendah jer ez :D nanti orang belanje kau besa kay? macd tadi tak kire. hehe. cheychey menchechey. sec sch kapaa. pileh sec sch betol, takmo sala campo and jadi minarep wannabe sampah masyarakat yer -.-"

its vani's first day of work & its kinda weird having her there. siak. after work, rushed all th way to Jp. ended at 213o and th movie commenced at 214o. movie aper? NEW MOON siot! thanks vani fo tellin me sneak preview da kuwa. baru ingat nak abeskan buku tu balek. and loads of thanks to vani's mom fo treating me :) kiter dok last row & cinema packed sia. ramai jugak twilight fans ehh. ohh jacob is sizzling hot! amek laa korang edward. i root for team jacob :D

selamat hari raya aidiladha to all muslims (:

bangun tido lmbt and ibu pepagi bute memekak. actually bukan pagi lagi. da nak masok tengah hari. cos i didnt sleep th night befo -.-" adek have to follow me naek bus. ibu told us to go ruma tokmak first but kite tanak sia. naek bus to ruma nenek. ibu call ruma nenek manyak kali suro kiter pi ruma tokmak. pfft. tepakse laa kan. i dont like going there. bukan nyer nenek kandung pun. ez perangai siak.

and kiter sesat pat jurong east. naek bus 185 ingat turon depan ruma lame. bey kiter memandai tembos bawa blk. funny shit.

pegi ruma nenek balek and chat a lot with my makciks and pakciks (: cik ani kene attack nan monyet pat bukit panjang park th day befo. funny serious shit. haha. naseb baek takd pape laa kan. pastu aku kepenatan teros tido pat sofa biler ramai dah balek.

worked morning shift. break time, vani & me sempat pi central fo threading. saket sia. cos kening aku da tebal after one mth plus tak cukur. abey kiter telajak 15mins, sooeng tak happy sia. haha.

after work, directly met ibu pat pioneer mrt. terus pi msia balek kmpg. adek atul & some others da pegi mlm smlm. aku nak ikot tapi keje peh pasal ): so ajak ibu pi nari laa. hee. smpi pat kastam msia, pantat tol. that org chop passport ask me tuka gmba. gmba kental pri 4 aku. haha. adek, i really look like you. kental sia. rambot belah pepek, mate tebeliak besa besa. haha :D tapi gini macam dah tak ley masok msia lagi ): dalaa buat passport mahal. pfft.

reached kmpg ard 7pm. yang ader pat sane atul adek nenek cikaini cikrashid cikani cikwan ezany yan wati syahiran cikisa cikyan anaqy along. i was super nantok ald that time. dorang gi pasa malam. then kiter makan manyak -.-" slept kinda early but then tebangun manyak kali. along uh nie. tido sebelah dier. kiter share selimut and he keep tarik nak pakai sumer. abey asek tuka tuka bantal, position sumer. rimas sia -.-" then got one time. idk that one dream or what. dier pegi sepak pipi aku o.O" but not kuat uh. haha.

left msia at ard 4pm i think. first time naek kerete cikisa. yg ikot cikwan balek lmbt siket cos dorang singgah rumah saper tah. aiya best sey ): nak balek jam panjang woh pat msia. da smpi spore jer hp beep beep. manyak msg masok. haha. msia bodoh takd connection msg sumer tak dpt. i bet korg sumer rindu aku laa kan? haha -.-"

i wanna watch case 39 with girlfriends tmr. syaf you better make it. pastu teros pi keje. and now i must stay awake til next morning. night shift with vani temankan. aiya. bored with work ald. get me Pt4 back okay supervisor keling bodoh tak gune. okay bye.

bored at work, this happens. took more self timer shots & laugh laugh alone. GILER. haha. naseb baek takd org walk past -.-"

ohh vani got th job. see you tmr bebeh :D

im goddamn tired nowadays due to th lack of sleep. and long hours of work. aper tak? dah tau esok keje aku masih thon. kalau tak thon, lepas keje teros tido pastu tebangun around kol 12am. pastu tak boleh tido till like 7am. and then have to wake up at 11am. hancur sia liver aku satu hari nanti if i keep going on like this. and not forgetting, chk chk eyebag tambah lagi satu layer. jadi zombie triple eyebags =.=

keje keje keje, tipping manyak :D yday was awesome. cos i get $24 plus. today just get $17 plus. tmr confirm siket cos keje nan reann. ugh. i hate working with that makcik. cos he is freaking annoying. like seriously, shut th fuck up gayboyman. muahaha.

anyway, i found out that th passerby sundalan sialan also spammed ezzati & my sisters blog. takd life kan kan kan? buto sama anda.

ohh ive painted my nails maroon. okay dah. bye semua :)

i am a very bad sister.

in th mornin, mum went "smlm pagi bute kau bawak adek adek kau dok bawa blk ehh? dah pandai ehh kau mengajar adek kau!!"

yday night otw to Pm.

me: adek, org nak beli rokok can?

adek: err tanye atul

me: atul, e'ez beli rokok boleh?

atul: *shouts* jgn nak mepek! & she continue nagging mcm makcik

& i never buy. pasal e'ez sayang atul laa, makmok xD

i havent smoke since like ages becos im sick. around 8 days gitu. ingat nak quit sekali. but i started puffing back today. stress peh pasal. bgn tido tngk blog, entah sundal mane tag blog aku kate aku perangai puki? HAHA. will get back to that. and pastu, kinkin & aca tido and i never get to eat my hotcakes that i crave for since like 4am. abey nak gi keje, kuwa ruma dah lmbt. smpi mrt, aku telupe wallet and kene pata balek ruma. semakin lmbt, gaji makin potong leer >:(

ohh. th night befo, thon halfway pat macd & bawa blk with kinkin & aca. then dorang naek atas. kin with laptop. aca with piano. myself with New Moon. tetido separuh jalan abey tebangun cos aca biseng. then lapa tak boleh tido -.-" kin then talk otp with ehem ehem *kening cadbury* & kin & me only started sleeping around 8am. haha.

after work, met vani & went Pm macd. tapau cos seat penuh. makan under my blk with van & ikram sekali. vani went off earlier. & she got th call back from Comfort. kite keje same same laa nanti :D & now, im actually back thon-ing with ikram & van. ikram created lots of stupid, lame teka teki. kes same macam aca xD

tagboard. passerby sundalan sialan kate aku step besa. HAHA. first of all, 18 dah memang cukop besa, bodoh. dah consider adult. no more child. pegi polyclinic pon baya adult fee. and since when aku step besa? o.O" and kalau aku sememangnye step besa pon, kes dah mature, tak akan aku susa paya layan bende nie macam. kau tngk post post aku. perangai masih young at heart :D & puki ade perangai? perangai macam mane you? kalau ader batang, nanti die excited & degil teros expand, macam gitu ke you? siaksiak xD kes otak letak pat jubo sia nie kedian kentalan tak letak name. ish kesian. check check umur setahun jagung nak bobal fene pat sini ehh. passerby pon tatau spell. cheydebah, ez hembos abes abesan sia :)

aku step besa, ader menyusahkan kau kepe joy? pukimakau.

dah kol lima pagi. sok masok kol 12. shit. take care y'all :)

tengok mate aku, macam tak ley bukak xD

this morning, thon with van & ikram.

main taiti & bluff. main bluff was ... hahaha.

& then dah lapar, kiter proceed to Macd.

after that, went stadium & ikram lari six rounds.

van tido. aku stargaze plus emo-ing jap.

best doh. padahal ruma kiter depan mate jer.

macam budak budak homeless xD

reached home at 83oam. mom was like nth. best per.

ohh. know what? aku muntah.

like finally. i waited for that to happen.

becos dah lame perot aku masok angin & i cant vomit.

th pain was excruciating. & th muntah was damn gross.

all thanks to not eating at th right timings plus skipping meals & isi perot kosong nan asap rokok ajer.

padaaaaan muke kau faezah. MC luh aper lagi :D

doctor bodoh tu kasi satu hari jer but i told Comfort dua hari.

say whaaaat? whatever dohhh :)

slept from 11am to 6pm. penat sia.

and then mlm met an & we went Merlion.

fooh, rindu sia her & that place. plus th people there...

i might as well say, one person there.

nope, not yang itu.

go figure.

Sentosa Outing cum Bday Celebration 1411o9

i'll just upload some of th pictures yaw :)

if you look closely, you'll notice aku sepet sebelahbetol tak betol? haha :D

th day was spent with my loved ones @Sentosa Palawan Beach.

th weather was awesome becos tak panas langsung.

it only drizzle for a while, and then everything went okay.

th bday bash was nothing laa sey. hahaha.

they just gosok our hair with sea water, soap & shampoo -.-"

ohoh thanks for th present, ain & ani :D

and thanks ani for wearing th starbucks tee after you change.

hope you like th shirts :)

after that, we went Vivo's banquet to makan.

since shariffa worked at harbourfront for that day, im somehow dissapointed that she couldnt join us, she joined us lepas keje.

th rest except an, iffa & me went home first.

and left us three lepak pat Vivo main taiti, bluff, stress & snap :D

we went off around 9pm & you know whaaat?

i can sleep while standing on th train -.-"

sumpah, penat nak mati sia. haha.

overall, i had fun that day :)

TENGOK UH SCHEDULE AKU.

MACAM SIAL PER. BODO PER. KMEEK.

SHIYKIN CEPAT INTEVIEW KEJE!

TMPT ORG REALLY SHORT OF MANPOWER.

AND I DONT WANT TO TRANSFER TO BB VICOM.

OI PANTAT. DGR TAK? AKU NAK SOON LEE BODOHHH!

his, perhaps, last messages.

his last words befo hanging up on th phone.

:'(

padahal tadi kiter baru habis main taiti kat tiong bahru, takd kau tunjok feelings kau. sumer okay jer where else i know van tak okay. thats why she called me turon Tb. i dont want th break up to happen. although honestly speakin, dah banyak kali aku bilang van to end th relationship. korang dah shaky habis. im sorry van, i cant save you two this time round. th decision lies with him. i cant force him. ikram, you're so lucky to have sucha good & patient girl like her. its just that korang need time to build up th trust. its not becos of cinta tidak direstui. kau bukak lagu tu on th phone, air mate aku nie yang mengalir.. aper lagi van. aper lagi diri kau. kesian van... she truly loves you. and you know that. aku sebagai org tgh faham dua dua nyer situation. you guys yang tgh bace confirm piker ikram yang salah. but no. neither was at fault. dont assume. and what'll happen to ikvans.bs? what'll happen to email korang? kiter dah tak boleh main taiti lagi ehh :'( please, when th right time comes, get back together. i dont want van to be sad. shes not that strong, ikram. dah banyak kenangan manis korang cipta bersama. & i also dont want to lose you as a friend.

& van, please take good care of yourself. please dont do anth stupid. i will always be there for you. call me, meet me if you need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, okay? you know i ♥ you. all th best for your presentation later. EAT and get some SLEEP tau!

& to my ex Millennians especially Ain Ani Ainon im still somehow mad at you Azizah Azimah Darwynna Rizal, all th best for Maths A Level later! kalau aku masih skola, dah confirm dapat A kan? haha. kerek kaper. i miss you guys so much especially th one im still somehow mad at now. jumpe aku laa bodoh! hmph.

cute per aynn. haha!

my second present, from ciksuri sekeluarga.
th first was an alarm clock and bukan tong sampah from atul. thankyou ♥

th day was spent with my two fav cousin, aynn & shiykin :D

queensway, marina square, merlion park, esplanade.

at marina sq, we played th sesame street machine thingy.

aynn by luck won all of this & kiter share share.

th moment dpt scoop sumer, kiter tige pekik peh kuat, sumer tngk. haha!

pastu jakon pi amek gamba prizes on th floor of marina sq -.-"

thon with van & ikram was super fun :D

kiter kiter balek ruma kol 1o pagi. giler kan? haha.

th girl in white, her name is nurani zakiah.

and she turns sweet nineteen on this november 6th.

and sooo, i'd like to wish her HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANI :D

and happy 9th monthsary with eddy if im not wrong.

see you next week and we'll bash each other up, alrite? woohoo!

went bukit batok with shiykin becos i wanna cut hair.

skali tenmpk colour+treatment+cut+wash+blow=$45

murah kan kan kan? hehe.

check check th colour i want tak turn out as th way it is.

blame my hair for naturally being darkest black D:

takp aku bleach satu kepale jugak nnt. haha.

thon lagi thon lagi. nyahaha :D

with aynn shiykin aca faiz under my blk.

th group lepak sbla kiter mat mat motor usual.

th cutest one i checked out, kebetolan boyf kwn aynn.

ishk! org tgh happy happy cuci mate, aynn nak kene bilang. haha.

tapi dier ader main taiti nan shiykin & me :D

mampos ez. mataer orang sio. haha!

and we left th place at 5am.

lain kali buat lagi okay korang? hehe.

EIGHTEEN. SAY WHAAAT?

HELLO LEGAL AGE.

salihin & shiykin says im kerek ald.

abang police nan org 7-11 nak check IC? amek laa, BODOH.

best kan kan kan? muahahaha :D

okay. i'd like to thank all those who wish me happy birthday.

thank you very very much guys!

i really appreciate it. means a lot to me ♥

nak list down name terlalu ramai laa.

im just disappointed with miss A and mister A.

Ainon & Asnawi.

moving on.

went marina square with vani & syaf.

treated them our favourite ben & jerrys. yummy :D

and then they makan pat foodcourt atas.

reached pioneer. a surprise indeed.

syaf said that she have to go to ruma makcik dier.

while im buying th cake at pioneer stn for th family to celeb tgt.

tunggu peh tunggu with vani under my blk for her.

skali mila and her came with a cute bday cake ald light up.

and i was like, MILAAA! haha :D thanks guys.

mat mat slalu lepak bawa blk aku pon join nyanyi skali -.-"

went my house to cut th cake.

check check muke aku kene cake skali sio! pantat betol.

i seriously didnt expect smth to happen.

hahahaha! thats like my first bash. makaseh ehh korang -.-"

and then cut another cake with my beloved sisters.

yeea cake maseh manyak lagik. korg nak?

once again, thanks people (:

and i have to get some sleep now *yawns*

hopefully i'll have much fun later when i wake up.

goodnight everyone. and thanks :)