my dream, my want, my ♥

Date : Wednesday, November 11, 2009

TENGOK UH SCHEDULE AKU.

MACAM SIAL PER. BODO PER. KMEEK.

SHIYKIN CEPAT INTEVIEW KEJE!

TMPT ORG REALLY SHORT OF MANPOWER.

AND I DONT WANT TO TRANSFER TO BB VICOM.

OI PANTAT. DGR TAK? AKU NAK SOON LEE BODOHHH!

Labels: work work work equals to NO LIFE

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horoscope

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macam true gitu kan? haha :D

Labels: for fun and laughter peace and joy

Back to th top. || 11:19 PM

Date : Tuesday, November 10, 2009

his, perhaps, last messages.

nvm laa..juz tc both of urself..btw nice knowing both of u..u guyz the bez..

aku ngan van da tkde pape..n we ol cnt lpk agi..

his last words befo hanging up on th phone.

faezah, kau jage vanessa kay?

:'(

padahal tadi kiter baru habis main taiti kat tiong bahru, takd kau tunjok feelings kau. sumer okay jer where else i know van tak okay. thats why she called me turon Tb. i dont want th break up to happen. although honestly speakin, dah banyak kali aku bilang van to end th relationship. korang dah shaky habis. im sorry van, i cant save you two this time round. th decision lies with him. i cant force him. ikram, you're so lucky to have sucha good & patient girl like her. its just that korang need time to build up th trust. its not becos of cinta tidak direstui. kau bukak lagu tu on th phone, air mate aku nie yang mengalir.. aper lagi van. aper lagi diri kau. kesian van... she truly loves you. and you know that. aku sebagai org tgh faham dua dua nyer situation. you guys yang tgh bace confirm piker ikram yang salah. but no. neither was at fault. dont assume. and what'll happen to ikvans.bs? what'll happen to email korang? kiter dah tak boleh main taiti lagi ehh :'( please, when th right time comes, get back together. i dont want van to be sad. shes not that strong, ikram. dah banyak kenangan manis korang cipta bersama. & i also dont want to lose you as a friend.

& van, please take good care of yourself. please dont do anth stupid. i will always be there for you. call me, meet me if you need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, okay? you know i ♥ you. all th best for your presentation later. EAT and get some SLEEP tau!

& to my ex Millennians especially Ain Ani Ainon im still somehow mad at you Azizah Azimah Darwynna Rizal, all th best for Maths A Level later! kalau aku masih skola, dah confirm dapat A kan? haha. kerek kaper. i miss you guys so much especially th one im still somehow mad at now. jumpe aku laa bodoh! hmph.

Labels: cheer up vanessa :(

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family picnic @ ECP

Date : Sunday, November 8, 2009

Family Picnic @ East Coast 52 Area E

i'll just upload some of th pictures yeea (:

cute per aynn. haha!

nyonya tauge / nyonya sayor / nyonya tahu

nenek yang gelar kite tige pasal pakai suwa pendek xD

kangkang maintain siket laa ez -.-"

aynn & me simpan pau dalam pipi xD

gambainisungguhkekek.com

sumpah, payong tu besa nak mati sia

cikbilah pat blkg tangkap frame. cute kaper. haha!

waaa ~ i look short here D:

played taiti & bluff with shiykin aca cikwan cikbila cikse cikani was fun!

becos we play yang kalah kene buat dare.

& ini one of th vid caught, kite tiga main team on th last game.

kalah kene pekik kuat kuat, akulah cicakwoman -.-"

lastly, celebrated th November babies birthday.

ciksai along mine cikta & cikrashid.

sayang nyer cake kecik abey dpt mkn siket jer D:

my second present, from ciksuri sekeluarga.
th first was an alarm clock and bukan tong sampah from atul. thankyou ♥

Labels: obviously i had a powerpack punya awesome day

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Date : Saturday, November 7, 2009

th day was spent with my two fav cousin, aynn & shiykin :D

queensway, marina square, merlion park, esplanade.

at marina sq, we played th sesame street machine thingy.

aynn by luck won all of this & kiter share share.

th moment dpt scoop sumer, kiter tige pekik peh kuat, sumer tngk. haha!

pastu jakon pi amek gamba prizes on th floor of marina sq -.-"

see batang hidung korang besok jugak :D

Labels: cousins night out

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Date : Friday, November 6, 2009

thon with van & ikram was super fun :D

kiter kiter balek ruma kol 1o pagi. giler kan? haha.

th girl in white, her name is nurani zakiah.

and she turns sweet nineteen on this november 6th.

and sooo, i'd like to wish her HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANI :D

and happy 9th monthsary with eddy if im not wrong.

see you next week and we'll bash each other up, alrite? woohoo!

went bukit batok with shiykin becos i wanna cut hair.

skali tenmpk colour+treatment+cut+wash+blow=$45

murah kan kan kan? hehe.

check check th colour i want tak turn out as th way it is.

blame my hair for naturally being darkest black D:

takp aku bleach satu kepale jugak nnt. haha.

thon lagi thon lagi. nyahaha :D

with aynn shiykin aca faiz under my blk.

th group lepak sbla kiter mat mat motor usual.

th cutest one i checked out, kebetolan boyf kwn aynn.

ishk! org tgh happy happy cuci mate, aynn nak kene bilang. haha.

tapi dier ader main taiti nan shiykin & me :D

mampos ez. mataer orang sio. haha!

and we left th place at 5am.

lain kali buat lagi okay korang? hehe.

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Date : Thursday, November 5, 2009

EIGHTEEN. SAY WHAAAT?

HELLO LEGAL AGE.

salihin & shiykin says im kerek ald.

abang police nan org 7-11 nak check IC? amek laa, BODOH.

best kan kan kan? muahahaha :D

okay. i'd like to thank all those who wish me happy birthday.

thank you very very much guys!

i really appreciate it. means a lot to me ♥

nak list down name terlalu ramai laa.

im just disappointed with miss A and mister A.

Ainon & Asnawi.

moving on.

went marina square with vani & syaf.

treated them our favourite ben & jerrys. yummy :D

and then they makan pat foodcourt atas.

reached pioneer. a surprise indeed.

syaf said that she have to go to ruma makcik dier.

while im buying th cake at pioneer stn for th family to celeb tgt.

tunggu peh tunggu with vani under my blk for her.

skali mila and her came with a cute bday cake ald light up.

and i was like, MILAAA! haha :D thanks guys.

mat mat slalu lepak bawa blk aku pon join nyanyi skali -.-"

went my house to cut th cake.

check check muke aku kene cake skali sio! pantat betol.

i seriously didnt expect smth to happen.

hahahaha! thats like my first bash. makaseh ehh korang -.-"

and then cut another cake with my beloved sisters.

yeea cake maseh manyak lagik. korg nak?

once again, thanks people (:

Labels: happy birthday to me

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Date :

Happy Birthday Kakak E'ez :D

and i have to get some sleep now *yawns*

hopefully i'll have much fun later when i wake up.

goodnight everyone. and thanks :)

Labels: and whats my age again?

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Date : Tuesday, November 3, 2009

song of th day : phliq - many things for us to do

im stuck in between

becos th feeling just died

i dont feel faith is on our side

why did you create all this lies?

when you know i will leave without saying goodbye

ahh. thank you syayie for making this song your blog song!

im soo loving this song :)

support freekzy nutz kay y'all.

yday night, belanja family makan pat al ameen.

tatau asal makanan sungguh tak sedap that night.

kalau tau belanje west coast laa sey.

my mutton chop, fries dier bley tuka jadi keropok, serious shit.

today was spent at home jer.

bosan nak mampos per, tak kuwa rumah.

nie laa. members sumer busy, aper mau biken :(

mengadap laptop jer tngk citer Tangisan Bulan Madu at youtube.

yeea, from th start pat Suria aku tak pena tngk.

but becos i just love it when they paired ezany and rita rudaini :)

tonight went library with atul.

nak borrow novel Tangisan Bulan Madu. smangs kan.

check check, sumer on loan. and reservation, im 1oth pending.

sedih kan D: takp, aku setia menanti.

after that went Jp cos im craving for starbucks java chip.

saket saket pon maseh layan. mampos.

yeea im still sick. pray for me to cepat sembuh, okay loves?

ohoh, manager starbucks Jp cute per siak?! haha!

i guess an is damn right. i have th thing for mamat baristas -.-"

and th last but not th least, birthday dedications.

WEI KORANG. LAGI DUA HARI LAA. SEXCITED SIOLZX.

okay lets get back to what i actually wanna say.

happy 18th afiq, mat rempit in th making -________-"

see? im sweet enough to make that favourite -_____-" face of yours.

baru nak ambek lesen motor keper bang? sexcited per?

siak siak. look who's talking here -________-"

ehh hentikan sia ez. irrinoying sey. haha!

and i really really miss talking to you otp at late nights :(

aaaaand another mat rempit / ex mat rempit here -.-"

happy advance 21 years of living to my dearest cousin, mohd norhan!

freedom age. twenty one. best kaper. tua kaper. wahaha.

see you soon and we'll have fun on th 8th yo ;D

ohh, ini bukan gamba minah rempit. ini ADEK has peh special post. haha!

dier sweet macam mango kaper? thank you syg!
really nice chatting with faiz and her ;D

meet up this friday okay, GORILLA SAKET?

facebook states it. facebook proves it. hahahahaha!

kau yang gorilla, tak pasal pasal aku kene kingkong. sial ah kau.

ehh friday kecoh punya! woohoo. kay bye.

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Date : Monday, November 2, 2009

yang kiri, name dier selenger.

yang middle, name dier kental.

yang kanan, name dier belo.

and yang nie, name dier faezah.

hmm ... macam serupa dgn selenger, kental & belo gitu ehh?

HAHA. sesungguhnye aku lagi mendak.

yday went Ps to watch Jennifer's Body with an & nura :D

and i felt like a giant walking beside 'em.

nura is waaay smaller than an. cute size sey.

ohh, she is dearly adorable :)

and that doesnt mean anything ehh -.-"

supposed to meet 'em at five. but ...

i reached there at six plus. standard chartered. sorry korang :/

th movie was okaaaay laa. i'll rate it 3/5.

too much kissing scenes. confirm momfirm an suke xD

but th after effect, macam nak muntah.

becos theres too much blood but it aint gory enough for me.

and then. walked all th way to tmpt biase.

nura bought cards but ...

th both of 'em just dont know how to play taiti >:(

soo kiter main bluff jek. and i won! hee.

been locked out of th house cos reached home late.

say whaat? MEPEK DOH.

luckily my cousin stay nearby.

but i had a hard time sleeping. thanks to th stupid flu.

i must get well befo my birthday.

dearest obat batok yang cause drowsiness, where are you when i need you?

and today at work equals to fucked up.

fuck th company. fuck th mgt.

part reann nan uncle ying ambek leave kau kasik. part aku ...

abey aper? SEMUA AKU kene cover off days full timer? pukimak.

dah aku bilang kau last month lagi hari aku tak bley keje.

otak bengap per sial?

birthday aku. saper mau keje?

family nenek sumer enjoy picnic pat Ecp. ehh, sape mau keje?

aku tak kesah. i wont come to work on those days.

kau nak terminate aku? go ahead bitch.

Labels: suare aku sengau tak bley nyanyi. sedih :(

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Date : Friday, October 30, 2009

song of th day : apit feat acit - sepi memelukku

berikanlah daku secebis harapan

untuk aku meluahkan perasaan kepadamu

kekasihku, tiap waktu, merindumu

hingga terlena dibuai waktu

menunggumu kekasihku

sehingga ke akhir hayatku

supposedly planned to go out with fezah, faizah & shaf for shisha.

tapi last min tak jadi pulak kan. hmph >:(

and then, planned to watch movie with an & nurra at Ps.

tapi last min, nurra paitao. rabak per siak.

so an & me roundin roundin at Ps fo a while.

daa mendak, kiter jalan kaki to marina sq.

mengidam roti john, tapi i ate nasi lemak. again & again & again.

macam takd bende lain nak mkn siak. haha!

had a gossip session abt sch and their Pw shieet.

naseb baek laa kan aku dah kuwa skola.

cos if i were to remain in their grp, confirm momfirm gado besa punya.

chet, ez step mane peh fierce. haha :D

aft memboncetkan perot, sat at esplanade.

langit dah gelap, and we moved to bawa bridge merlion.

senang kate, depan starbucks laa. hehehe :D

and dier baru habes keje. dapat bebual skejap laa kan :D

mampos. gatal jugak ehh aku nie. haha.

and then, we trained to orchard.

met tard cos she wanna shop at far east for halloween.

and i gotta eat that super delicious ice cream! takmo jealous -.-"

and then left th two of them to shop for other stuff.

trained to tiong bahru to meet ikram & van.

played our all time favourite game. need me to say it? haha.

and then reached home at midnight.

ohoh, an & me today dapat Viceroy free punya.

got this minah step nak mampos jalan depan kiter.

& dier tak perasan rokok nan paper dier jatoh.

aper lagik? aku ambek luh. 13 sticks left, like baek kaper siak.

so we got winner, gudang garam and viceroy for th day.

& go cut my body. you could make road out of it.

a small one maybe? okay thats crap.

and smlm, dapat ride Kr luh sey :D

thanks amir for temaning me dinner and for th treat.

and fetching me from work and sending me back home. haha.

ohh, we makan pat al ameen bukit timah.

daa pon dapat makan prata yang aku idam idamkan -.-"

okay thats enough.

time to watch my tangisan bulan madu at youtube!

i have no time to watch it at Tv from th startin episode.

smlm tngk smpi melalak rabak giler siak -.-"

hell yeea, i am sensitive. wtd? haha.

goodbye and take care loves :)

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Back to th top. || 11:59 PM

Date : Thursday, October 29, 2009

im just so fucking pissed with her! ehh sundal, kau piker aku bodoh macam kau? kau piker aku tak tau kau curik duit aku? kes letak otak pat jubo, tak paya nak deny laa bodoh. selame nie aku baek nan kau, belanje kau sumer, kasi kau duit lebih tok skola, kau pijak kepale aku? ehh, kalau kau nak duit sngt, kau boleh mintak per. aku kasi pon limit limit uh. at th very least kalau bnyk sngt, nnt nnt bley baya balek per. tak perlu nak ambek duit savings aku per! sial laa. dalah shades aku baru beli kau pecahkan. kalau aku mintak kau duit baya balek 17 bucks, kau mampu? dah bagos kau adek aku, aku kasi muke sial. abey bag bag aku banyak kau kebas. kau piker aku bodoh per sial? sumpah, perangai pukimak nak mati sia. mrs jellybean? hotstuff? HAHA. siak uh. lu kekek bte mepek ahh gerl. sumpah, tak tau malu siak. kalau betol punye hot, takp sial. ehh jangan harap kau dapat duit drpd aku lagik laa BODOH PEH BETINA.

and to those people who hutang aku, please ahh. takmo senyap laa sial. BAYA BALEK. mentang mentang aku tak mintak, korg nak pijak kepale aku? jangan sampai aku tulis pat blog name korg sial. it all adds up to nearly 1oo bucks. ohh korg piker aku keje, aku loaded nak mampos uh? nak pinjam duit sumer carik aku? tau tak aku tgh sesak skrg? kmeek bodoh per satu satu. urgh!

Labels: fuck laa

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vee-dee-yos sahaje

Date : Friday, October 23, 2009

& i had a good laugh looking at my own stupidity :D

& ini kes kes perasan minah rockers tebiat tanak mampos -.-"

Labels: and faezah paisey kaper

Back to th top. || 11:59 PM

Date : Sunday, October 18, 2009

hello wello, belo punye dirty fellow :D

dah lamer sungguh aku tak greet with that line. haha.

okaaay, lets start with friday.

after work, train-ed all th way to raffles place with azimah.

met an at marina sq and kiter makan LJS *eww*

i had no choice laa kan. haha.

and then, met ani, eddy and fadzli :D

kiter lek lek pat tempat biase.

im supposed to reach home befo 12am, tapi terlajak manyak!

its hard sey. but i'll try to adapt to th changes?

its just my luck to have conservative, religious parents.

for your info, i nearly ran out of th hse last sat.

saturday, aft work, planned to watch Darah with azimah and fadzli at cineleisure.

but then, th tix pat saner dah sold out. pantat betol.

and we went marina sq instead.

makan at food court atas and i ate th same dish again.

and fadzli and my taste of makan and minum is like th opposite sia.

green tea? *pukes* and he even said nasi lemak tu sedap -.-

ohh. ani, ain, an joined us fo a while. pon kiter teserempak azri pat sane.

they watched sorority row that afternoon. best kan korg? hee.

and nasib aku baik. aku lepas tngk Darah despite th fact that im still 17.

and lets countdown people! 18 more days to 18 :D

and th citer is boring. se-low macam tortoise and not that violent.

aft that, took th last train back home :)

and later, i'll be meeting them again :D

tiga hari straight siolzx. haha.

but now, th feelings a bit different.

everyime aku gi sane, aku macam tanak pegi sane.

he's attached, or on th way to be attached.

ohh wells, whats left to say?

time will heal everything.

all th lies, all th pain, all th hopes.

C R A S H E D

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Date : Thursday, October 15, 2009

i really dont know what to post for today.

so i'll just share this convo i had with Mr Eye Candy -.-

. what they don't like. says : nenek di luar sape di dalam?
hehehhe
jking!
ღ є є z α says : cucu di dalam laa nek
nek buat aper kat lua mlm mlm bute nie?

nenek buat bisnes la..
nyari bisnes tak bagos lah cu..
semua dah tak suke kerepek pedas.
dorang asyik tanye ade potato chips tak..
haiss
alalaa kesian nenek
pegi laa buat potato chips tu
cu boleh tolong
confirm chop chop laku nek
nek tau..tapi dorang nak potato chips cap wak misai..
haiss
faezah bukan wak misai
hahaha!
ohh, gini kene mintak pertolongan wak misai laa
mane wak misai tinggal?
wak misai tinggal kat kampong gentel
kene cabot kn misal dier siket, buat potato chips tu sodap
HAHAHA!
siak uh!
fuuu..sedap tu!
ye lah..wak misai org nye suke gentel misai
sape2 yg suka gentel misai..tinggal lah kat situ
saket sia perot ketawe!
kampong gentel, kat maner tu?
daerah ur estate laa kan?
haha..!
oii tak lah..
kampong gentel jauh..
dekat isketambola
haha. i cant believe that u are like this merepek ^^
haha
i am actually
hehe
sry
=)
balek2 sorry
padahal kite takd pape (:
yrros (read with mirror)

-_________________-"
ye lah..hehe
same ke?
mane ader same!
mcm bodo jer gi tngk. haha!
hahahaha!!..
i oso pon tgk
haha!
same same bodo laa =D

---

hari2 tgk merlion muntah -_-
muntah air putih pulak tu. haha!
ntah ehh. da terbiase sngt kat situ kot?
haha..itu lah dier
=)
kalau tgk btol2 ade ikan bilis yg keluar dari mulot dier
maybe..ahahx..
O.O
knp ikan bilis ehh?
kan ade ikan kecik2 kat situ
ade2 jer tau budak nie -.-"
ader ke???
buih bnyk lagi ader laa
HAHAHA!
ade..if u go down the steps
bleh nampak ikan kecik2

ahyer!
nnt mcm budak bodo, "hey fishy fishy"
chk chk, kebush!
dah jatuh dlm air. mcm mane?
hahahahahaha!!!
fadzli to the rescue uh
dgn apron sekali
kalau "hey fishy fishy" takpe
kalau "eh halo!..halo! oi small fish...oi fuck la talk to me la"
jgn sey
hehe
HAHA!
aik, abey apron jer
boya mane?
mcm mane nak selamat gini mcm?
boya??
fadzli needs boya?
ish tak kene la sentence tu
hahah!
haha
fadzli needs boya mcm tak kene
fadzli boyaaak kene pulak
just kidding! =D
jgn mara nnt cepat tua =D

Labels: crappy convo yet its still not the same. i miss you :((

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