Saturday, November 15, 2008

song of the day : mc magic feat krystal melody - lies
how can I trust you
how do I move on
when all you do is tell your lies
your killing me inside
why would I take you back
so many sleepless nights
we had a good thing
but you threw it all away


decided to privatised my blog. becos all this while, my parents have been reading my blog. i didn't even invite my own sister cos its hard to trust her. so for those 2o who have been invited, welcome to my blog laa sey! haha.

yesterday, work was fine. that new cashier which ani said he's kiud, his name is mohd harith. we talked tau ani. haha. he's not even kiud sey. slenge lagi ader. haha. faster laa korang work with me! i'm very lazy sey going to work alone and travel damn far. and always reaching my workplace late for half an hour. rabak per faezah. haha. if only carrefour was at jp.
starbucks after work. i realised that nowadays i spend most of my money on starbucks coffee. abeh minom dalam bus, air tinggal siket rabak pon i tried so hard to consume it sampai it spilled on my tee -.- thaaaanks. dah laa i never change and my carrefour tee ader brown stain. aiyaya.

met aqeel at 11pm. went to atm machine kat central to withdraw money.
headed to stad to meet shahrul, rahiman, amzar, azwan, muhaimin and their chi friend who used to disturb me when i'm in sec one. kat com lab he knew my name pastu tak habes2 called my name. haha! those stupid years with nad. shahrul help me to buy cigg. thanks a lot! but i think he bought the wrong one -.- leave the place and went to our lepak place.
met suhaizat and we sat in the mid of badminton court. aman joined later. kiter bebual, maen taiti and not taichi xD, maen guitar. suhaizat taught me maen lagu zombie! dah tau maen abeh excited sak. i wanna buy that guitar from kambeng (: leave the place ard 2am.
went macd at pm. they makan pepagi bute -.- i just bought ice lemon tea to hilangkan bau asap rokok. tapi maseh tetap ader. tsk. aqeel send me home arnd 3am. laen kali aqeel, takya susah diri. aku boleh balek sendiri. haha.

back at home...

woke up, didn't go to work since i slept at almost 5am. thought of going to east coast park later to release tension. maybe meeting kambeng. oh yeah.

i'm spoilt and i really hate it
what daddy advised me yday
it hurts a lot when i see mum cried so bad
i'm not a good child
neither a good example to my sisters
i seriously need help
i need a guardian angel to guide me to the right path
ya allah, berikanlah hambamu kekuatan..




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