didn't sleep the whole night. nowadays, i've trouble sleeping and will only be in bed around 5am. burung hantu katerkan (:
went alamak chat. cos dah takde keje pepagi bute and i can't sleep aft drinking coffee. chatted with so many miang guys uh. one of them being nasri. and he's freaking 25 years old. haha! chat kat msn dier yang paling gerek. com kan giler, he asked me to call him. and i can't believe i called him :/ we lasted till o63oam. with him wanting to meet me cos he wanna borrow my madagascar cd -.- dier tinggal tampines dok.
so did i meet him? i did. what the fuck is wrong with you, faezah!

met him arnd 33opm and malas nak bilang details. all i can say is that, he's too old to be a friend of mine. haha. ohoh dapat rokok free luh sey (:
went rumah mak ngah after that since kiter lepak daerah situ. watched this chinese show. dah tersangkot pulak. haha. thanks uh shiykin.

met mad at pm after that. like finally! cos this week asek cancel jer. and im shock for words ah! its my sweetest present ever! i love you madeline <3

she bake? make? o.O the cake all by herself in shatec. and thats what makes it so damn special! i'm really touch sey. first thing when i saw it, i thot its 23. she said she purposely buat mcm gitu since she know how much i love that number during sec sch years. nyahaha. silly old memories (: anw my fav number is 13. take note okay (:

the cake is super delicious laa i tell you. even my mom who don't fancy cakes said its nice. shared with sissy and we must finish the cake by tmr. cos nanti expired or smth. haha. first i thot konfem tak boleh habes punyer since the cakes big and ingat nak bagi kawan keper. but now, boleh punyer laa. haha. will be giving mad a quarter of it. she really must be proud of her own baking? making? caking? ouh whatever (:
and the diary, although its pink... damn nice laa! ader letak story of my life or smth. she also remember i say that i'm looking for hard cover ones.
thanks loads madeline! you know i love you (:

speaking of diaries, now i feel like burning all of them. i see no point in keeping one when i've no privacy. parents & sisters read them. kepo much, yes. but thats not the main thing. its becos of the memories. memories of him. i wanna get rid of all that.
now while im typing this, i just received a msg from this familiar number. yes again, i delete his name in my contacts. and i've block him on msn. breaking my promise. but its for the best of it. the msg which he sent. i really dont geddit.
"Ink.elegny.jere.oknskewimosle.xlhope.wkifil.juvjkafyts.winslt.dozitsmix.ukdo.lysoge.oldic

smytmixtmidlxlsme...."
what the hell? now, to call or not to call? haais. why must you make me do this!

whatever with that.
got a freaking job now ooooyeah. helped cik ani distribute flyers to cars. 1o,ooo of them. for moneys sake, aku sanggop. hehe. with mum and sissy of cos.
went to 4 carparks and manage to get 8oo. am satisfied but super penat! cos this year, bapak tak tolong kiter. klau previous years kan at least ader transport sey. i wanna habeskan all of them asap.
befo we went to distribute those...

kiud or whaaaat? haha! gee, i cant believe i said that (:

and smth sucky happen when we reached home.
i bring along my earpiece with me laa. then dah sampai rumah, i went to my room and empty my pocket. only my hp jer with me. went to the living room and rabe pocket, dah panic. where's my earpiece! tak check tak aper teros kuwa ruma. and carik my earpiece at wherever we went tadi sorang malam bute.
sampai rumah mom asked me jumper tak. and i showed her my sad face. kene lecture jap. masok bilek and the first thing i saw is that damn earpiece kat meje solek aku. haha! i grabbed it, pegi luar and showed them. pastu kiter smue ketawe. thaaaanks uh. buat kaki maken saket sey jalan jauh. silly silly faezah ):