i wanna join malay dance.
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laugh ah laugh! =/
i think i can commit sey.
rather than masok sports, i dala kena kick out from netball.
training dier tak leh angs plus the bimbotic seniors. yucks.
kalau masok clubs, i wont dtg punyer.
korangs! masok tarian yok!

just wanna share this conversation by sms i had with ain.
bace bulu rome maintain tau xD
[ in centerstage. ain's sitting beside me ]
ez : you, i sejuk sangat2. nak hug boleh?
ain : i pon sejuk ...
okay i've deleted all those msgs!
i'll share what i remember laa.
[ at stadium ]
ain : u giler lah u.
ez : i mmg giler. i gilerkan u.
hahaha! klau real convo kiter lagik rabak.
[ at home ]
ain : yoooou! u ader rindu i tak?
ez : bby! i rindu sngt dkt u laa. haha!
ain : omg! i tunjuk msg ni kat yg lain, pengsan jgk dieorg tau. u ni. gatal lah! i kan, i nak carik lelaki baru! u bleh tlg i tak?
ez : lol. tunjuk ah syg. its better klau drg tau ttg betape dlmnye cinte i utk u. hahaha! alaa u nie. dgn i tanak?
ain : -.- mangkuk sak. sesungguhnye psl cinta tak pyh kluar sehh! haha! i nk guy lah u. u pn gitu per, ader girl ngan guy. i pon nak like that. haha!
ez : haha. waah i suke! i mmg girl dier kan? atau... =O ani! u ckp betol2 b. jgn buat i nanges laa. ilyvm tau. haha. guy ehh... i recomend hotstuff.
ain : haha! sumpah bsok i tunjuk msg2 kiter kat dieorg. fatal! i ader due girl. haha! ehh im kind of serious knw. i need someone new to sms. haha!
ez : *kiss*
ain : i serious lah u! haha. nanti i nak g online carik ahh. desperate sak ain. haha! u ni kasi kiss apersal? u nk kiss dr i jgk ker?
ez : i tanak u carik laki laen. tats why i kiss u to distract u and shut u up. u biseng ah. haha.
ain : FAEZAH. that was seriously a gross image. haha! sorry ah, tapi i nak kiss from a guy! GUYS LIPS. hahaha! dah stoppit seh! geli tau!
hahaha! i had fun being one lesbian xD
im still straight okay! itu sumer memaen jer.
i love my boyfriend very much :)

aaaaand ainon's turning 18 in two days time!
i really cant wait for the bash.
aiming to campak telor at ainon's butt.
hahaha best per.

and in two days time, i'll meet boyfriend!
just now at geog class, i letak his pic and mine dlm pencilbox
facing me just to keep me awake.
and it works luh sey :)

i never get my appeal to go year 1 back :(
but somehow i feel relieved.
i tanak berpisah dgn dorang sey...
korang must help me get tru tis year kay.
help me with mob. help me not to sleep in class.
help me not to think of boyfriend so much.
help me not to sleep late. motivate me to study.
please kay? i seriously need help.
CTs next week and im unprepared. fuck.