song of the day : ruffedge - bila rindu
Di keheningan malam
Termenungku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yang disayang
Bagai kau di depan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata...
bahawa kaki aku saket. sesape bley urutkan please?

mom pissed me off early in the morning. i slept at 4am yday becos of my usual insomnia. and she has to yell at o63oam 'faezah! bangon keje!!!' siak uh. aku masok keje padahal pukol 11. pegi pandan perjalanan maha jauh per sial. pfft. the thing is that, dier tatau my timing masok keje. my fault too for not telling her. haha.

and and and, im half an hour early for work! woah hoho. covering up my half an hour late for interview or whaaat. too bad i cant slide my card to record the timing becos my Ic is not ready yet. haiyo. gaji not accurate uh nie macams X(

first day of work was okay. did the sales and its very different from carrefour. so far i can manage it but im se-low macam tortoise and be-lur macam sotong. asek telupe nak cash out jer. and this keje, you must be very alert and observant while i'm so not! plus being peramah and make friends with the oh-so-wonderful-apeks. siak siaaaak! tapi, i got a lot of tip tau! one taxi driver after another dont want the small change. and it all accumulates to $1o plus by the end of the day. memandangkan cukwi my trainee, 8o% of the tip milik aku leer. best kan? ^^, dalah gaji besar, dapat tip pulak tuh. biler gaji nak masok nie? padahal baru first day sia. haha!

the most complicated thing - closing! bley nanges siak. carrefour paperwork ngan kire duit senang jer. yang keje nie, kene print sane, record sini, kira saner, compute sini. wah piang ey. punyer complicated maot! nie macam i think my training kene seminggu baru bley pass sey. soon lee soon okay? haha wtf.

went to buy food with cik ani during lunch time. ader ke org canteen tuh kater aku adek cik ani? and yeah, another kes. pompan india nie pon ingat aku adek cukwi. WTF. tue sangat ke muke aku nie :'( cik ani and cukwi is my makcik fyi. cik ani is a staff there, cukwi cashier, mak ngah and family own canteen pat atas. blood related unites!

and whenever she mentions his name, air mukaku berubah. cukwi KEEPS ON talking about this part timer, SHUKUR. shukur sane, shukur sini, shukur situ. shukor di mane? shukor dah tatau pat maner dah :( it really hurts. the wound gets deeper when i realise that shukur's character and personality serupe ngan beros. soal agama, lameness, mencapai cita-cita, hati tertutup utk Bgr. hmm. i want to make friends with him. it seems that he's an awesome dude from what i've heard from cukwi. saw his face and dier boleh laa tahan. looks better than shukor. hah! but haiyz *sings* bila riiiiiiiindu okay whatever.

met AINON after work! sempat mempat. hehe. standard luh kiter lepak pat jurong. gossip about some stuff equals to best. a big Boo to you ^^,

and your sweet talking makes me highyaiyai. hwahah!! seems that its back to the basics ehh faezah *winks* altho i know that we didn't meant wadever we said, believe me im lying, those words are really sweet enough for me to hear, sayang? HAHAHA HOHOHO! ooh fake :)