his, perhaps, last messages.

his last words befo hanging up on th phone.

:'(

padahal tadi kiter baru habis main taiti kat tiong bahru, takd kau tunjok feelings kau. sumer okay jer where else i know van tak okay. thats why she called me turon Tb. i dont want th break up to happen. although honestly speakin, dah banyak kali aku bilang van to end th relationship. korang dah shaky habis. im sorry van, i cant save you two this time round. th decision lies with him. i cant force him. ikram, you're so lucky to have sucha good & patient girl like her. its just that korang need time to build up th trust. its not becos of cinta tidak direstui. kau bukak lagu tu on th phone, air mate aku nie yang mengalir.. aper lagi van. aper lagi diri kau. kesian van... she truly loves you. and you know that. aku sebagai org tgh faham dua dua nyer situation. you guys yang tgh bace confirm piker ikram yang salah. but no. neither was at fault. dont assume. and what'll happen to ikvans.bs? what'll happen to email korang? kiter dah tak boleh main taiti lagi ehh :'( please, when th right time comes, get back together. i dont want van to be sad. shes not that strong, ikram. dah banyak kenangan manis korang cipta bersama. & i also dont want to lose you as a friend.

& van, please take good care of yourself. please dont do anth stupid. i will always be there for you. call me, meet me if you need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, okay? you know i ♥ you. all th best for your presentation later. EAT and get some SLEEP tau!

& to my ex Millennians especially Ain Ani Ainon im still somehow mad at you Azizah Azimah Darwynna Rizal, all th best for Maths A Level later! kalau aku masih skola, dah confirm dapat A kan? haha. kerek kaper. i miss you guys so much especially th one im still somehow mad at now. jumpe aku laa bodoh! hmph.