hello peeps. im back (:

just so you know, i was admitted to Cgh for a week pasal befvfbrolkhfn4iohnofini4lf4ubflo. HAHAHAHAHA. otak bengap sia ez. bodoh tanak mampos susakan orang, nbcb >:'(

ini laa aku tgh binget, dgn baju pink hosp. hahah. my first time warded. mcm siak. baring jer all th way. tiap mlm jer rimas, menangis nak balek, menangis kenangkan seseorg.. naseb baek dier teman otp. kene cucuk dgn jarum injection 4 kali. fear aku sia D': tak leh mandi. th nurses stripped me naked pastu lap badan aku. abey kene anul finger fuck dua kali lagi. aku di-molest siaaaa D:

smlm was hahaha! lets just begin with a call from yanty. dier nangis2 otp nak meet pat tmpt biase. and funny, she forgot my condition dgn wheelchair semua. hujan lebat giler, aku sanggop sia kuwa ruma cos aku mendak and yanty was down. so aku suro adek tolak aku smpi sane dgn payung tiger beer gedabak nak mampos tu. hahahah! smpi kaki bandage aku basah rabak. mati sia. ppl was lookin at us all. nak malu kehape laa kan? mmg aku ttm pon. hahaha (:

she lepak-ed at my house for a while. and then turon 644. haykel tolak aku maot punya. shiok laa sey! ohoh satisfied my craveness ald aft nearly two weeks tak dpt. heheh. pastu he balek once mat and azhar smpi. both of them was ... paham paham jer. and azhar dgn cap and slippers. wtf. ader siket mcm matrep D: yday supposedly kite nyer first month :'( and happy first monthsary to yanty & rahmat (:

thanks azhar for being direct. i love straightforward ppl. drpd just leaving me hanging kalau nak jage hati aku, best kan kalau terus terang giler. and saying that im not ready yet to have a boyf. mayb i just dont know how to love someone.. im letting go. all th best dgn pompan tu (:

and yanty!!!!!!!!!!! i hope you are strong to face all of this shit. dont be like me. buat keje bodo. steam steam. aku lupe kate kate dier. tak jage perasaan dier. haiz :'( dah sudah uh.