Monday, July 12, 2010

Ain : ez ez ez ez
Ez : ain?
Ain : hahha. how are you?
Ez : good (: kau?
Ain : haha you sure?
Ain : recent post tu.. hang okay?

Ez : hahaha!
Ain : me? not so bad haha
Ez : aku okay, not to worry (:
Ain : okaay ez if you're sure
Ain : i know we havent talk in a long while but i do think of you once in a while
Ain : and, although i dont agree with some of your decisions, i still regard you as a friend no matter what okay?
Ain : i dont agree w ur decisions cause i care about you making the right choice for yourself
Ain : but no matter what, and i dont seem to be, i'll still be here if you need a shoulder to lean on (although susah sikit uhh since aku pendek) :)

Ez : aww thanks ain :')
Ez : im somehow having a hard time
Ez : but i know i'll be fine..
Ez : thx for your concern <3
Ain : welcome babe. i know i havent been around for pretty much a long time, but i still do hope from time to time that you're okay and make the right decision for yourself, okay? its your life after all, so i cant butt in and interfere, but no matter what decision, do what makes you happy, do whats right, i'll still be here. :)
Ain : and i know its random sia. haha!
Ez : its not random ain
Ez : it shows how much you care
Ez : and i really appreciate that :')
Ain : and jgn nangis ehh! haha. i dont mean to make you cry :S
Ez : i understand, you guys with your studies. its okay.
Ez : hahaha. nah aku tak nangis. terharu sngt!
Ain : hahahahha! :P
Ez : aku strong girl. tak nangis nangis. ;D
Ain : i know, we havent spend much time in the past year siaaa, but once exams are over, we'll make dates okay okay
Ain : make sure we stay in contact, no matter what!
Ain : cause no matter what, we sorta grew up during that MI kentalan year 1 times. haha!
Ez : of course! tak kan nak putus kawan mcm gitu kan? seriously aku rindu kiter enam sey..
Ain : haha we had crazy times in the past sia
Ain : kekek to the rabaks

Ez : hahaha! tu pasal.
Ez : aku bace blog post lame aku last year sume, mmg kekek. we did have lots of fun dulu
Ain : but you do realise, that somehow we cant go back to the past like it was kan?
Ain : to a certain extent, kiter smue like have holes that we need to cover up
Ain : you know, like so long tak update each other, so there are some parts we feel left out?
Ain : hopefully that will be covered once we get to meet up again and more!

[m][i][r][a] : look babe.. dont ever look back if you want to move on ... you must be firm to urself .. he's just yr past .. live it, suck it and fcuk it about that .. time will heal everything .. trust me.. if he's meant to be yrs , then he will be yrs.. or else tell yrself you deserved better ..
[m][i][r][a] : its just a matter of time..
Ez : haiz ntah laa. aku mcm rase kite nie masih ader hope sey
Ez : thats why aku mcm tanak move on just yet
Ez : walaupun dier dah patahkan hati aku rabak like fuck
Ez : and guess what? ade org baru confess pat aku dier suke aku

thank you ain & amira. sayang korang many many :') i didnt start th convo abt this matter. korg laa readers setia aku and knows some sort whats going on in my life :) if only you guys know everything that i went through.. tkp laa, aku malas nak cakap pasal nie. yang aku tau, read what i said to mira.

to ain, i really miss you a lot. like how i miss shariffa, ainon, ani & azizah too. i really miss us - Kampong Payong Basah. please meet up soon. i drifted so far away from you guys since i left Mi. if only i could turn back time.. i know i can push myself but, i cant seem to fight. like what madeline told me, i easily got distracted :( and mad, i really miss you too!

of course, not forgetting yanty. although its only a few months since we get close.. okay simple. lets make 010310 the day we got 'attached' hahah. on th first night of your chalet. sumpah aku rindu tu chalet giler babi terbang siak. we laughed together, cried together, been there for each other. im sorry if i always disappoint you. and im upset that i didnt stop you to [fillinthblanks] instead, aku pun join sekaki. tkp laa, since you promise him you wont want to anymore, then stick to your words okay. aku masih nak :P just so you know, aku sayang kau. time kite flying high, aku dah cakap. haha!

eeza : yanty, kau sayang aku tak?
yanty : aku sayang kau.
eeza : aku pon sayang kau siak.

malam tu drama habes habesan siak. bende yang selame nie aku pendam and aku susah nak luahkan, semua terluah dgn care yang tidak sengaje. thank you azhar & rahmat for taking care of us. we're really sorry.. and fikir balek kebodohan kiter malam tu, sumpah kekek tahap maximum!

and A just confess to me. actually he confess dah lame, tapi aku ingat dier main main jer. we've been friends for almost two years. i dont know. im not ready for all of this yet. i hope you understand.. i know you do.. and nak ke you ppn macam i? i rosak sey... tak sekolah lagi.. tkp, tkya let public know. we'll save this when we meet up. and im sorry for your loss. moge roh arwah makcik & pakcik you dicucuri rahmat. amin.




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