letting go? im done. 240710. tampines. drama again. im fucking sick and tired. and i just came to realise that i was plain stupid to still hope, to still care, to still wait for you after all the bullshit you put us through. us being rahmat, yanty & myself. you know something, azhar? perangai kau macam sundal. the world doesn't revolve around you. sedarlah siket.. im glad you overheard my words. i know you were listening. and i ain't fucking afraid of you. i don't wish to see your face ever again, you hear me? hahahahah. thanks laa sial kau buat aku gini macam. aper lagi hidop 'adek' kau.

and now that my heart is fucking empty.. i should've listened to rahmat's words dari dulu lagi, "sudah laa eeza. kau move on. ader banyak lagi jantan pat dunia nie" i somehow managed to but he came back into my life, right? fuck 090510. now, moving on next on the list? hahah. aku tak terburu-buru. cos thats the hardest part. kunci kepade pintu hati aku dah hilang. carik laa kunci tu, kepade sesape yang sudi mencari. paham paham kay sial. on a note, jangan sesekali lafazkan JANJI nak setia nan aku.